I just feel like I share a part of him with other guys that I really don’t want to share. Then I drive myself crazy thinking of all the little details that he didn’t tell me, like who initiated it, what was said, what happened after, etc… I feel so pathetic because I know it is something that I shouldn’t dwell on, that I should focus on the now but it still really hurts to think about and it’s so hard to block it out as much as I try. What can I do to move past this? I don’t want this to effect the way I look at him or the way our relationship is.
